back to hometown...

stoday going back to hometown... wanted to back on monday time,
but then due to appoinment and gathering then didnt back lo...
pack all the thing to bring back to hometown which located in gemas (is my 2nd hometown)
then wait my housemate to out form house at around 2.30pm,
then finally i started drive from my mlk home on around 3.30pm
b4 back, went to kingkong fish shop to buy goldfish, too bad, that time dun have.
then only officially started my journey drive back.
drive till half way, stop by at shell pump station to pump up my tires air...
done pumping, back on the road...
quite a lot of cars today, since is friday...
jus drive alone while listen to my walkman phone, w810i...
while driving, got sms with kristine as well, coz she been the one i sms till now.
on the way back, when the time i reach around machap there...
see the sky quite beautiful, then i decide to take picture of it.
i jus take my camera phone and snap the picture, that time i still on driving on average 90kmph, haha...
dun try this oh... is a maniac like me only will tried.
see the picture, the cloud is pretty right...
got some form there though, but then dunno wat form is that.
while driving, luckily there still on other car...
if along the road no have car, then i will become sleepy
coz cant see anything else except for the scenery.
got car then i will become more carefully, then some more can follow others or overtake ppl car also... haha...
drive drive drive, reach back home on around 5 like that,
unload all the things from my car, then get to rest at home.
got to see my mom, my father and my sis after so long time...
home sweet home....

bowling bowling... and massage by sensei

i'm like started to addicted to playing bowling...
thanks for kristine, she is my bowling igniter... lolz...
today go for bowling again on around 1 something...
since kristine wanna go along, then of course i fetch her up.
due to stuck in traffic and all and all...
we reach mp at around 1.45 like that...
go for bowling area there, got lots ppl, need to wait...
wait wait wait, after 2pm, promotion time finish...
since i got student card, then have to paid rm3 per game.
today play for 3 game, i played for 2 game, then kristine played 1.
since her hand pain, then she jus played one,
in fact, starting time i dun allow her to play since her hand hurt...
but then after some time, jus let her play for 1 game la,
takkan want her at there not playing then see me play, i paiseh.
while at there, meet up with my fren, justin, he playing there as well
but that time he going off soon, but he see me play that time,
my bowling ball straight go the bowling 'sewer', lolz.
this time my game inprove compare to last time,
but then still lose to kristine... this time, my highest score get is 137, sad...
after finished bowl, then we go for walk around mp,
in the same time i go and buy books for my tuition class students.
then while walking, kristine bump up with her fren
which is chelsea and joanne(hope i spell the correct name)
have a nice talk with them thought... some funny stories as well.
after that then we head out from mp.
then we go for "sensei" massage, since chirstin leg pain and hand as well...
while being massage at the place, i can see that she damn pain,
since it pin point the point where is the injuries r... can feel that,
since last time i also hurt my leg and i been massage at there as well.
after finish massage, she feel relief, but then still have a bit pain thou...
then after that i fetch her back home then i back to my home as well.

bowling and movie...

today afternoon around 12.30pm i leave my house to go out...
go and fetch kristine and we both go to mp for bowling...
woah, she got played for state b4, sure got her own bowling ball,
envy for her la... wish that i have 1 too, but then no money.
b4 we go for bowling, we get the ticket for the movie that we going to watch later,
which is "The Chronicles of Narnia : Prince Caspian"...
after we bought the tics, we go for bowling around 1pm like that.
that time got a lot ppl, so we need to wait b4 we can play...
when finally is our turn to play, i feel happy about it...
since that time is promotion time,from 10am till 2pm, so is jus rm2,
then we decide to play for 2 game, she played 1 game then i played one game...
kind of fun when played bowling with her, feel happy about it.
but in the end... a noob played with a stated player... sia sui le...
i lose to her... but then expected, since she got trained while i not...
after we finish played on around 2.15pm like that,
then we leave from the bowling area, put her bowling ball and shoe back in my car.
then we back up to the movie theater and get a popcorn b4 get into it.
while watching the movie, there have some funny scene and we laugh for it.
she wanted to laugh loud, but then so many ppl then jus laugh moderate only.
for me, i jus laugh, coz is funny, happiness need to express out fully...
we finished watch on around 4.45pm or 5pm.
then we jus get back to my car, since she got class on 6.
so need to send her back for rest.
i pity her as well, coz since exam she been tired till now, this and that...
so jus send her back to rest... same to me tired as well.,
but then i tired also will come out hang out
other than my best gang and bro gang, i feel very happy to hang out with her...
after send her back then i jus back to my home...
back to lonely life again... lolz...

Hated....

"It is better to be hated for what you are
than to be loved for something you are not."
"quated from my fren, barri"

is a nice phrase... i like it...

Movie Time..

tonight (is ystd) since now is 4 something in the morning
i out for indiana jones movie with 1 of my fren,kristine.
she definitely a cute gal, like her a lot...
going for indiana jones movie is her invite...
coz that time i ask her whether wanna go out hang out.
then she ask me 'how about go for a movie tonight',
since tonight got tuition from 8pm till 10pm,
so the only time can watch movie is after 10,
since she wanna watch indiana jones,
then we go watch at mp at 10.30pm.
after my tuition class i straight go fetch her at her house,
at her house area, it take about 5-10 minutes to find her hosue,
since that is my 1st time been to her house.
luckily i found where is her house...(hope u not mind i late).
after that we went for the movie,
we watch the movie until around 12.20am like that, after that supper at 'kl mamak'.
at there, we have a nice chit chat after so long time,
in fact i think is the 1st time i got the chance to be like that.
after some chit chat, she get a call from her fren,
saying that the bike broke, then need to fetch him back...
so off to jonker we r as her fren work at there, that time is around 2 something in the morning.
at jonker there, i try to start the bike using manual way since is scooter...
take me a while to start it, finnaly it works, the bike start back
then after that i try to ride the bike since long time didnt ride...
same goes to kristine, she ride the bike as well, coz she also long time didnt ride bike..
after that, we all back home, i fetch kristine back home
i know she tired, but still coming out, i appreciated it, thanks a lot.
thanks for the day, i'm very happy of it.

sad by thinking

now got bunch of frens going to leave mmu ady...
kind of sad when every time think about it.
no matter is my senior, my batch frens, my best frens,
a lot of them going to grad already...
going to leave for the future life,
now i think about that, is it worth it i know so many ppl..
if i not know much if them, then my heart will not so pain.
when i remember back how i know them,
my feeling can be said hard to describe,
seeing 1 follow by others keep on leaving,
and dunno when is the time to meet up again,
is totally sad... hard to bear it...
why i cant be selfish to think about myself only,
why i need to care more to others compare to my own.
why why why...
this is the thing that i dunno about it. why.......

one of the fren going away...

today afternoon ard 3. smtg go and help out ruling carry things,
since she going to grad already,
so wanna move out from the current house that she live,
then move back to her hometown n wait for working.
funny thing is that after 4 years her things jus fit ngam ngam a car.
so little thing only, if mine, sure fit 2 or 3 cars... lolz...
i help her out move thing until around 5 near 6pm...
when the time going off, i walk back home since her car full ady...
by the time i saw her car drove off, kind of sad...
seeing a fren leaving like that... haih...
hope she have a good future when working time...
gambate...

small gathering b4 break....

yesterday i got nth to do then in the same time my fren ruling ask me to go her house play mahjong...
i'm ok with it, so after i done my thing at home, then i go straight to her house...
her house jus near with my house here only...
we play mahjong with choonwai, the other fren of mine.
quite fun of playing mahjong after 1 year didnt play it.
play play play, but too bad, i'm the one that lose money... haha...
later ruling ask us want to go shibaruku for buffe or not, with other fren i know as well
since i want to gather more b4 they all go back home...
coz they all grad already, so this is consider as the last gathering... sob sob...
i straight without thinking told her that ok, no problem, i can go.
later after we finish mahjong around 6.30pm, then i back home for prepare.
around 7.00pm i go to fetch ruling and later fetch along with one of ruling fren, desmond
we reach at shibaraku there around 8pm...
quite fun meeting new fren which is desmond and MJ...
we all having quite lots of fun while eating at shibaruku there...
after eating, we have some photo shooting at the shibaraku place there
after ss-ing, we go for bowling, ah boon, MJ, desmond and me play it...
quite a bad bowler i am, haha, coz long long time didnt play already.
after bowling, we plan to go to pearl cafe, which is our next stop.
b4 that, while we go to take our car, we have some crazy fun there..
walking as those gal walking, acting like a star or even like a gal...
we play the card, chinese chess, and even congkak, haha...
the funny thing is where MJ lose the card game then need to catwalk...
catwalk from the entrance of the pearl cafe till the place where we sit..
quite a good show there.... haha, MJ has good talent...
after around 12.20 pm, we all back to home,
kind of heart break when say bye bye to ze xin, laychee, MJ and desmond...
this bye bye will take damn long until the time we meet and say HI again...
after that, ruling and me head back to Bkt beruang,
then later go we MITC subaida for supper, with one new fren and choon wai
meet up with one more new fren, but i forgot his name already, paiseh...
after supper, then we all head back to home, i back to my home for shower,
choonwai and ruling go to ruling house since we going to mahjong again...
after i done shower, i go to ruling house, ahboon already at there start playing..
me later continue on with the mahjong, again as afternoon, i giving out money, haha...
a lot of things happen during our play, all funny funny stuff...
choonwai have to leave us as he need to back home accompany his gf, so nice of him
we played until 8 in the morning, for me, i quite energetic as i pass my sleep time.
for others, they all damn tired already, wanna sleep already...
that time already raining, quite heavy rain also... but then have to back home
all of us head back home, same as me as well, and ruling jus back to sleep....
after reach home, settle some thing, sleep at around 8.30am... haha...

with sis n frens at pure 24-5-08

left pic: mugi and me with his drunk face;;;;;; right pic: giri, with his drunk and blur face

left pic: classmate(forgot his name) n giri;;;;;; right pic: classmate, shakir and me

left pic: pretty thanusha n me;;;;;; right pic: Vijay (VJ) and TJ

My sister zeno and me...

happy and sad... all come along...

ystd i not plan to stay at home at all, kind of feel bored at home, wanna go out have fun...
then my fren said going to clubbing at pure but she with her other fren go
then i also plan to go clubbing since my fren going to celebrate birthday over there...
so i was with my sister, hui er then ask her whether wanna go or not,
then she said she got go since she agree with her fren already...
since she got go then i jus tag along then i fetch her go as well...
when we go there, along the road, saw all my other fren, they all going pure as well...
on the road, seem like a lot ppl going there, all ppl like racing on the road to there.
we reach pure there around 12.30am, there was pack with ppl, full till outside...
when i go in there saw damn a lot of fren, here and there also fren, quite happening
i was happen to meet up all the fren that i knew, i'm very happy of it...
then later i go meet up with the birthday boy i mean, arron his name called...
by the time i saw him, he like damn blur, get drunk already...
then later me and my other fren jus dance along till pure going to close around 2.30am...
later i jus find my fren to gather around, since most of them going to grad already,
and some of them going to industrial... frankly said, kind of sad to in this kind of situation...
going to miss them so much... some more i emphasize on friendship more than ever...
sob sob... think back really will cry out... in fact now my eye have bid watery...
other than that is where on of my fren that going grad, damn miss her...
the other is going for industrial, hard to meet her, then a kind of admire her also, haha...
then after gather till around 3.30 am, i had to say bye to all fren since i need to fetch my sis back
my feeling was.... aarrrrrggggg..... why wan to in this situation...
b4 i fetch my sis back, then she and me went for supper...
after supper and reach back home is around 5.30am...
after done with all the cleaning, get sleep in around 6.30am like that...
my feeling is damn confuse, sad; happy; enjoy; all come around... haih...
why i cant be cool le...

kent birthday...

hmm, ystd which is the 23rd may 08, we plan to give a birthday surprise for my brather, kent, my classmate since the 1st year in mmu till now...
been 4 years we together in the same class already... quite good fellow...
the venue take place is at GOGO karaoke where it is my 1st time go there and sing... quite a good place though...
but i was quite late compare to other due to that i helping my sister moving house in the night, by then i delay some time already...
in conjunction with that, 2 of my brather also delay coz i sitting of my of brather, kai siang car to go there...
when reach there, we was settle on how to bring the cake go inside the singing room to give kent a big surprise...
then we jus light up the candle and take in a damn big cake go inside and started singing hpi birthday songs...
kent was quite a surprise there, haha... kena him...
later after all and all, then open present, kent also have a surprise coz getting a pair of nike brand shoe which he like it, but he nvr know that we get it for him...
later that we all singing and singing there, since i was finished my exam in the 1st week, the 2nd week i cant enjoy at all since no pl to enjoy with...
then that night i was at the high of enjoying, my fren still thought i was drunk that time...
sing play and sing and i even act as a 'bapok' with a handbag and accompany them go to washroom with 'bapok' style, haha....
we sang until 2am in the morning, then later go out supper coz everybody is quite hungry and i was lazy to go back home coz wanna enjoy, haha...
we by the time we finish supper and back home is around 3 or 4am in the morning liao...
after reach home, settle all the thing, then get to sleep at around 5 something nearly 6... life for that day end like that...

finally, exam finish...

finally, today is the last day of my final exam...
kind of free already,
since i finish all in the 1st week,
so 2nd week i will be free.
but free also no use,
coz all my frens still have exam till 23rd...
jus wish all of us all the best in the final
no matter done or havent finish exam,
all the best to you...

tml exam... scared...

tml is my 1st paper already...
very scared,
scared dunno how i going to do,
have lots of pressure on it,
how how how...
now jus relax a while,
then come here and post something.
anyway, jus wanna release tension only,
aaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrr........

final examzzz.... coming...

final exam is coming, i havent start study yet.
in fact, i still in a play mode,
which the mode is end ystd...
as ystd went for malacca expedition via bicycle, not bad...
then now need to start study already,
as my exam will be on 12,13,15,17/5...
4 heavy papers in one week straight, die...
anyway, have to keep up the good work,
as this time is the time to determine my life...
pressure a lot ar...

back again....

so long didnt come up here and give up my life here...
been busy all around and all the thing happen around...
hard to take it over and dunno how to take it...
life like damn sucks... but wat to do, that's life...
anyway, i hope this time i back here can stay up longer than b4 this, hope so la...

anyone jus can leave a msg / comment for me, whoever u r, wanna to know more frens...